Shot : Caffeine Overdose

Posted by Jaren
Posted on November 24, 2007
Filed Under Ramblings |

Well, What it started 12 Years ago… and it’s now back to haunt me.. If my calculations are correct every 3 years or so… I have an Unexpected run-in with the most unexpected person… I don’t know Why but every time I run into this “unexpected yet expected” person, I run into trouble…

“i was thinking… you have a nice package, so if you’re jogging… some parts are… you know… “jiggling” “

And If it’s any consolation or a grand Prize… that person is in my Santa’s “All I want for Christmas and Forever” Wish List

“it’s tragic…”
“there’s always a hindrance, as if the people in the world are against us being together”
“even time is against us… it’s always the wrong timing”
“but destiny always has this crazy way of keeping us apart, yet still manages to let us meet”

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“I’m attracted to you”
“when we used to see each other before”
“I have naughty secret, and this is for your ears only, I’ll kill you, if you tell anyone”
“It came across my mind to kiss you”

Crap after promising that I wouldn’t tell “anyone” about this secret.. haha, here I am blogging it to the world. Although I’m not mentioning names.. still it’s the thrill of doing something bad (hahaha) and getting away with it.. like a Psycho thriller…

“sometimes knowing something is painful than not knowing at all” as I’ve said…

“Things in my life that I can have ”
“JAREN IS NOT ONE OF IT! shit!”
“at least in some ways, I have you ”

it is tragic…when you can’t have the thing you want..

now for me here’s the fix I got for listening to Piano in the Dark and Constantly for the whole day

“When I find myself watching the time I never think about all the funny things you said I feel like it’s dead Where is it leading me now?”
“I turn around in the still of the room Knowing this is when I’m gonna make my move Can’t wait any longer And I’m feeling stronger but oh”
“Just as I walk through the door I can feel your emotions here It’s pullin’ me back (Just a little more back) Back to love you”

These words remind me of someone and heck… just when it seems that I’ve forgotten all about it… it all comes back.. and crap it’s messing up my brain. and another thing did you know that if you put Vicks Vaporub on your feet the bottom middle part, forgot what it’s called ( you would have an instant relief from cough!) I can’t explain it.. but it’s amazing

“Constantly, you’re on my mind Thinking about you all the time can’t sleep no matter what I do I just keep on thinking ‘bout you”

“Why do I feel this way When I know you have someone What you’re seeing in each and everyday
Should I play this game Of just being your friend When I know that’s not where I want it to end”

Crap what a way to tell a story about tragedy, and wishing for something that you can’t have

Now clearing more thoughts running on my head…Defragmenting

Jaren (11/23/2007 8:44:44 PM): crap i need to write about this feeling I’m having
Jaren: how did you know?
Jaren: really?
Jaren: WTF?
Jaren: Are you shitting me?
Jaren: You got to be shitting me?

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3 Responses to “Shot : Caffeine Overdose”

Janis on November 25th, 2007 7:43 am

must you be all mushy and girly?
i can’t take it.
LOL.
goodluck.
with that woman, it will take her 12 more years to finally admit that she loves you :))

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Jaren on November 25th, 2007 8:53 am

oh crap.. 12 more years… I’d be in the moon by then.. heck.. I guess “time” really is against us…

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tintin on November 25th, 2007 6:32 pm

this must a different side of killerj, i like this kind of mushy stuff. more to come, hehehe..

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