I’m Sorry for all the Fuck-ups

Posted by Jaren
Posted on March 11, 2008
Filed Under Ramblings |

I’m Sorry for all the Fuck-ups — I just had to get this out of my system…

All along I thought I was strong, I guess I’m not, I try to act cool but it seems that nothing is enough. I tried to hide it in my mind… and just laugh it all up. Pretending that nothing is bothering me. I hate the way I’m feeling right now, It sucks because I don’t know whose side I would choose…

My trust was shattered by a lie, my trust in the one I looked up to, has been destroyed because of a lie. I believed on that person even when others didn’t believe. I listened to that person I tried to help, but I can’t help someone who doesn’t want to be helped. I would gladly give my life for that person but now…I doubt it. Now If I reveal the truth.. would I start another problem by revealing another problem…

I wish it would just go away… I hate to face the fact that I have to face it…

because I’m afraid of it…

I don’t know what to do, I can’t think straight, I can’t sleep…

It’s disrupting my work, It’s disrupting my life… I’m losing interest in everything I like doing..

I just want to be left alone…
I want to be alone…
I need help…
I want this to be ok..

I’m Sorry, I’m not used to being saved…
I have to deal with this on my own…

I know I can… I think…

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2 Responses to “I’m Sorry for all the Fuck-ups”

Betong Yo on March 16th, 2008 5:03 am

dude ayos ha cool pare ganda ng mga blog mo ha success pare i like it congrats…

well hoping to see you soon men
badtrip na ako sa job ko dude, wala ako natutunan talaga badtrip gusto ko ng umuwi jan pare then hanap me ng bagong trabaho jan …

I like what you’re doing pare…
kind a interesting heheheh……..
keep up the good work man
and keep in touch
and keep it easy, man….
see yah…

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Jaren on March 16th, 2008 12:34 pm

I don’t know how I would react to this…

But Betong it’s either you’re drunk again.. Or this is some gay shit… Anyways.. Yeah sure.. and Cool, Thanks for visiting.

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